I hate feeling this way.......

I hate feeling like the only way to initiate change is through negativity......

I hate feeling disrespected and disregarded by the very people I care for.

I hate feeling like my only purpose is to give everything I have away (my money, time, love, affection, diligence) to those who could care less I am giving it.

I hate feeling alone in my own home when I am clearly not alone.

I hate feeling minimized.

I hate feeling betrayed.

and I hate not being able to find the words to make those who need to hear really understand.

I hate that people would rather believe they are right then really hear what someone has to say....

I feel like my entire life is spent giving away all that I am.  I put my heart and soul into a career others mock and insult. I come home and cook and clean and take my kid to drama and arrange play dates and make beds and do laundry and make lunches and.....nobody cares.