Tuesday, November 9, 2010

Everything sucks right now.....

This is becoming one of the most trying weeks of my life.....

My grandmother passed away and I returned home to the land of Southwestern Ontario to say my good byes and help support my family. I have watched these women; my mother, and my aunts; three great women, damn near fight one another to the death over a will that my grandmother left. So many twisted family dynamics are emerging that I cannot even begin to cope with all of it....

I got to hang out with my amazing cousins tho.....and they are awesome. Got to watch my mom and aunt damn near verbally destroy one another.....not so awesome.....got to learn that the amazing grandmother I knew was not the awesome mom my mom and middle aunt knew....even worse still. Found out that family secrets can destroy a family....worst one yet. I hate this....I literally feel like a part of my soul is caving in on itself....all I want to do is come home and crawl into bed and not come out till this is all over....

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