Thursday, March 28, 2013

Today is a hard day.....

Some days are far more emotional than others......

This is a hard day for me.  The kicker is, I am not enirely sure why....it began with me being angry that it was recycling day...cause that makes perfect sense.....

Then as I am driving to work, I begin crying because I miss my dad.....this is strange for me.  I usually miss my dad after he's left from being in town or I've recently been home to see him....but to miss him just because...for me; that is strange....

Then, I became quite irritable about our impending trip to Winnipeg....I began trying to come up with reasons so I wouldn't have to go....and I was the one who suggested it in the first place....I do recognize that travel is a source of stress for me (and it always has been) but driving to Winnipeg is hardly stressful travel.

Then I decided that Paul and I should cancel our date tonight...because we had to pack...blah blah blah....then we couldn't.  And now I find myself wanting to cancel dinner.....

What the hell is wrong with me? 

Today I just feel broken....

Is it over yet???

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